There’s nothing I hate more than flames. They can go to hell. Not only are they rude, but there’s not even any critical criticism to help you improve. They’re just retarded and pointless.
Hm. First flame for me in a long time today. Not a big deal. Shouldn’t be made into a big deal.
I know I shouldn’t be acting like this, because it’s just one comment. One opinion of one person of the world. And I already know I don’t have a universal voice, so there are a lot of people out there who can’t stand my voice, and this was probably one of those people. That’s okay. I played it really cool. It just means that I need to practice more and more to improve. And I plan on continuing improving.
I’m being so immature and irrational and I know I shouldn’t be, but I was really hurt. I haven’t cried in a long time, but this time I was really hurt and I shouldn’t be. And it doesn’t help that I finally thought I was getting stronger and gaining confidence, but ehh.. I’ll get over it. No problem.
Edit;; Wtf, Eva?! What happened to “I Don’t Care”?!
I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh~
YEAHHH! My 3rd solo single for Totally Up! Project was released today along with my second track, Kiss’s “Because I’m a Girl,” which was different than usual because I made it a medley of the Japanese, Korean, Mandarin, Cantonese, and Englishversions. ^___^
So I’m very happy I finally got to sing this song, which I really like, and that I got to sing in a bunch of languages. But I’m only fluent in English and Canto, so the rest of them.. might be off. I don’t know. Iono how much to trust my tongue. But I tried! ^^
I want to sing in more languages more often. I’m really interested in a lot of Asian languages. xD But I think I really suck at Latin languages .__. Except my French teacher always treated me like a teacher’s pet and keeps saying my accent sounds French and whatever, so that kind of threw me off. =__= But yeah.. still, don’t expect me to record in French. I barely even sing in English, psh.
Um..yeah… ^^; My voice doesn’t suit ballads, I’m sorry. I tried really hard to soften my voice to fit the song during the first verse and the first chorus.. but after that, I had to switch all of my focus to pronounciation because Mandarin has CRAZY sounds.
Oh yeah. I’m NEVER singing any songs with high notes like that again.
I spent a lot of time on this, so please give it a listen? And even though I’m pretty sure I won’t get any anyway.. xD;; I disallowed comments on this post, so if you’d like to leave a comment, please do so here? :] I’d love to get feedback. ‘Cause comments are <3
Speaking of being a girl, I LOVE 2NE1’s new song “I Don’t Care.”
I can’t say I’m the biggest fan of them because they’re not my style, and even though it’s a lot of fun to sing, I’m not in love with “Fire”..
BUT “I DON’T CARE” IS THE BEST! :D The lyricsss<333! It’s an awesome song and MV!
I thought that in summer, everyone would be more active and have more time to spend doing things they were too busy to do before. But to me, it seems as if everybody except for me is even more busy? Like I never talk to anybody via instant messenger because people never log on. And forums are basically dead. Like, roadkill kind of dead. And then nobody blogs or reads other people’s blogs. :O
People say they don’t blog because nothing happens, but that’s not true. D; Don’t you know stream of consciousness? Your mind never stops thinking.
So, uh.. yeah. Hw is killer. =____= I hateeee school… so much…. I wanna drop out~
Um, yeah. I’m pretty sure I got stupider over summer. =__= The summer homework is really hard and it’s a LOT. Especially for AP Chemistry because there’s so much memorizing. And then holy crap, AP Language… I don’t even understand the DIRECTIONS for the AP Lang summer hw. >___< I don’t know what to do!
I got my grades today and I got three A+’s and four A’s. So now I’m sitting here thinking, “How on Earth did this Eva do that? Hm..” -crawls under rock-
KATHY IS A HUGE CHEATER! >O She put up a picture with no face! Look at my pictures! I put a LOT of face! Sometimes I even put multiple pictures! And you’re the pretty one, so what’re you worried about! CHEATER CHEATER CHEATER. -sticks tongue out-
Today I went to this pretty city next to San Francisco and got to eat at this restaurant called Dessert Republic :OOOOO JUST LOOK AT THE NAME! Omg, it was such a unique restaurant! And the food… *____*
But what made Eva really sad was this:
…Lychees and mangoes are, like, my two most favoritest fruits ever… I mean, I use “LycheeMochi” as a username. =____= But homg…
It made me sad ’cause I’m not allowed to eat mango, I’m not allowed to eat lychee, I’m not supposed to eat a lot of ice cream or cold stuff, and the crepe is super expensive. ;____________;
But eventually after moping and whining a lot, my dad let me get it. o____o …YATTAAA~~~! Ebah was teh happiest girl on Earth! Well, I mean, it’s Independence Day so I should get freedom at least once, yes? :DD And my luck got even better! They ran out of vanilla ice cream, so I got to request chocolate ice cream instead! <3333333 MY MOST FAVORITE THING EVER.
So I was superly happy and in the middle, I started thinking, “Wow, I must be enjoying this so much that I’m not getting the least bit nauseous even though I can’t take too much sweet at once!” …And eventually I got nauseous and had to give my mom the last bite… ;__; -fail- Actually, hours later, I still am feeling kinda nauseous/headache’y, so yeah.. Probably the last crepe I’ll ever have in my life.
Oh and then my mom pissed me off, so the rest of my day sucked. Some people are really lucky they get along well with their parents and family and some people spend a lot of time with their family and get to hang out with their cousins. But I never really got along with my family. To be honest, I have a hatred towards them[not parents though] and I’m not too afraid of admitting it. o__o;; I know, I’m a terrible person. And I never had any siblings or cousins. O__o So I’m almost kinda jealous’ish? Anywayyyyy~
A while back, I recorded a full solo song. “Noona Neomu Yeppeo (Replay)” by SHINee. I already had all of Jonghyun’s lines done for Lulu’s project[is that still going?] and he sings, like, half the song, so I figured I might as well record the rest. A lot of time went into this song.
I changed the feel of the song a LOT.
And yeah.. my voice is way too high for this song. Too thin and nasally too. So it turned out kinda ehh-sounding. Not to mention I suck at rapping, riffs, and low notes, but hey, at least I got to try something new?
Actually I wanted to upload this to waterpixieva at first, but the sound of this disgusts me a little and it got bad responses, so I’m only putting it here.
*Thanks to Lulu who helped me figure out some of Onew’s adlibs! You need to blog more!
PS;; You don’t need a wordpress to leave a comment~
This is Taiwanese singer/actress Ariel Lin’s MV for “Firefly” featuring Siwon and Donghae from Super Junior. :] I LOVE IT! <333
I like Ariel as an actress and I love SJ, so of course I was looking forward to this! And it was totally worth it. I love everything about this MV. xD It makes me so happy~ I love the song and Ariel’s voice and the MV and the storyline and the scene with the random umbrella[lol, the reaction..] and the colors and the feel and all the dorkiness, and everything! I think they picked GREAT SuJu members for this. Both are handsome, gentleman-like, but capable of being totally dorky and cute, can act, and can speak some Chinese. ^^
-hauntingly- You muust watch eettt~ It’s so sweet! :D
But rofl at how she has a category called “Eva.” Oh dude, that’s awesome.
You know I love ya, twinnie~
On another note, happy birthday to SuJu’s “angel without wings” leader, Eeteuk! ^_____^ Though I love how everyone makes fun of him for it, he doesn’t seem old to me.
He’s been really stressed and a bit depressed lately, but it seems like he’s cheering up, so I hope he continues to feel better. :D Well, it’s his day, so hopefully all of the birthday wishes will help. Eeteuk’s a fantastic person. He does a lot for his group and he always cries when they accomplish stuff or when he’s touched, and I have a ton of respect for him! SuJu jjang.♥
D: Oh no. I’m totally crushed right now. This has been a bad week.
First MJ passed away[&may he rest in peace ;___;] and now there’s so much bad luck in K-pop. There’s talk everywhere about this now, but today some unfortunate accidents happened at Music Bank.
First, SuJu’s Sungmin<3 tripped over a stage prop during rehearsal and had to get stitches on his knee. ;___; Poor, poor guy.
And then during the encore in actual show, a light fixture fell towards SHINee’s Onew<3 :OOOOOOOOO Scaryyyy! T.T But but! Super Junior’s Siwon and Kyuhyun caught it and saved him <33333! My huge amount of respect for them just SKYROCKETED! I’m so proud of them. :OO -cries a river-
;_______; And then Onew fainted and had to go to the hospital…. Poor, poor, poor guy… I hope he feels better soon. >___< So many bad things happen to him.
But yeah. Iono but it was just really sad and devastating. How could they let these things happen? ;__; Such bad luck.
Oh yeah, and I lied. I thought June 21st was Super Junior’s last performance for their 3rd album, but I guess today was. o___o Happy and sad at the same time. D; Very bittersweet performance. But really good<3 I loved it~
I’m really glad it looks like leader Eeteuk[0:41] is feeling better. :] He’s been kinda depressed lately, and I just feel bad that he has to deal with so much stress, but now he looks better and hopefully healthier. ^^ And once again, Yesung’s high note amazes me. <3
I really liked the way they did it this time, going straight into “Sorry Sorry” after “It’s You.” :] And they did the whole “Sorry Sorry,” which was awesome.
AND SUNGMIN. OMG<33333 He’s so admirable! Even though he was injured, he still went and performed ^___^ He didn’t dance and stood by himself on another part of the stage. He’s so cute too, trying to dance along. And he’s still smiling and doing his best :] What a sweetie. [I kinda wish Kibum would do the same during Super Show 2. ;__;]
And I loved that they all started walking out to different parts of the stage. :] AND THE END *_______* Heechul seemed to be in REALLY good spirits and he was just awesome! “Genie for you, ELF! Ha ha ha!” That was really nice of him to plug in SNSD xD
And btw, congratulations to SNSD on their awesome comeback and their win! I loved their comeback performance. “Tell Me Your Wish (Genie)” is really good.
Anyway, this was a fantastic Goodbye stage. <3 I really enjoyed it. :] I’m really happy and sad at the same time. D;
OMG I JUST HEARD THE MOST FANTASTIC THINGS EVER.
My ears are in love. :] That’s right, it’s love~
Today, a show aired where Super Junior and So Nyeo Shi Dae/Girls’ Generation sang a collection of ballads to a live band. :] And it was just…BEAUTIFUL. Gorgeous people with gorgeous voices singing gorgeous songs! I love both groups, but together, it’s like HEAVEN!<3 SuJu and SNSD are just full of so much talent, seriously. Singing’s only part of it and their voices are really calming; SNSD’s are sweet and SuJu’s are soft. ^^ And not a single note off!
The main point of the show was SNSD covering SuJu’s “Sorry Sorry” and SuJu covering SNSD’s “Gee.” It was AMAAZINGGG! They turned these catchy dance tracks into mid-tempo, sweet ballads! :]
Absolutely beautifulllll.♥
So Nyeo Shi Dae - “Sorry Sorry”
I love the guitar part doing the melody in the beginning. ^^ Their voices are SO incredibly pretty, it’s unbelievable! Very pleasant-sounding, and it’s just loveee~ :3 Plus, I love the end where Tiffany goes, “Ha ha ha~”! It’s so different from Heechul’s usual “HA HA HA! -touches chin and looks cool-” xDDD;; I love it!
[And speaking of SNSD, I can't wait for their comeback! Their "Genie" MV is supposed to come out today! ^^]
Super Junior – “Gee”
It’s so soft. :] The feel sometimes is kinda.. xDD’ish because it’s evidently a girl’s song. But still great nonetheless. I love the harmonies~
If you’re learning names:
0:11 – Kyuhyun
0:17 – Donghae [Hahaha, he should've changed "my girls" into "my boys" 'cause it's like.. Donghae! What girls?! xDD;;]
0:27 – Sungmin
0:36 – Donghae, Ryeowook, Kangin
0:41 – SuJu leader Eeteuk
0:50 – Ryeowook, Donghae
1:05 – Kangin
1:39 – Ryeowook, Donghae
1:51 – Kangin
2:27 – Kyuhyun
2:36 – Yesung
2:42 – Yesung, Kyuhyun [<3]
This is another one I liked a lot, where SuJu’s Kyuhyun and Donghae, and SNSD’s Taeyeon and Jessica sang “Way Back Into Love.” It was beautiful.. *sigh* :]
I love all their voices. x] The one who stood out for me was Jessica, because her voice is just SO sweet! And that vibrato! This whole thing was sooo amazinggggg<3
They seriously did fantastic jobs. There are a few more here!, including one where SuJu’s Sungmin plays guitar while singing a duet with SNSD’s Sunny. :] And this video where SuJu sing another song while Sungmin plays guitar.
All I have to say now is.. how can such good-looking people with admirable personalities have such BEAUTIFUL voices?!
I was thinking, “Ah, how nice that Super Junior’s last 3rd album performance is on Ryeowook’s birthday~” but.. I don’t want it to end. D: It’s a happy and sad day.
Super Junior’s Goodbye Stage on Inkigayo – “It’s You” & “Sorry Sorry”
They didn’t do as many special things as they did yesterday, unfortunately. I kind of wish that they brought the big banner out today instead of yesterday, but it’s okay.
It was a good performance :] Though to be honest, I was a tad disappionted because I’m big on first impressions, so when Donghae, who sings the first line, starts out kinda weak’ish, it puts me off for the rest of the performance. D; But it was still good! Yesung, as usual, nailed that crazy high note.
And with the return of “Sorry Sorry” came the headmics and bad quality. D: But they were able to dance better, and the dancing was awesome. And I gotta hand it to them: they’re a bunch of nice guys, but their expressions and moves were really fierce!
I know some people cried when watching this, but I was smiling throughout. ^^; At 0:59, SuJu’s leader Eeteuk shouted happy birthday to Ryeowook<3! :] So sweet! And Ryeowook was all happy about it. He was smiling during his solo at 1:13, so I couldn’t help but smile too.
생일 축하합니다, Kim Ryeowook! ♥♥♥
Happy birthday!<3
He may be 22 now, but he’s SuJu’s Eternal Magnae[youngest] and probably will always be my favorite member in SJ13.
Ryeowook’s got an amazingly talented voice with an angelic sound and composes songs. And while he’s a motherly figure who loves to cook and take care of the other members, he’s like a kid, and he’s just adorable and innocent. ^^ I’ve got a lot of respect for this guy.<3
I’m not planning to do a whole big birthday picspam post like last year, but I wanna share some of my favorite stuff. [But in the end, it'll probably be one, huh? xD]
thefamouscookiedough made this video and I thought it was really cute. :3 It has both old and recent clips of Ryeowook; you can at least tell by the hair. xD It’s like watching him grow~
Singing “Honesty” – This is the very first video of Ryeowook I ever watched; his voice captured me from the start ’cause it’s just that good. Still a favorite :]
“Love U More” - A song off of SJ’s “Sorry Sorry” repackaged album which RYEOWOOK COMPOSED. :DDDD And the lyrics are written by him and Sungmin! <3
YeoYouManMan – This isn’t just Ryeowook-based, but there’s some nice stuff in here about him. It’s my favorite recent show featuring Super Junior. :] It’s really great. It had me laughing SO hard except for part 5 which made me cry, because the members talk about their family, Donghae talks about his father–may he rest in peace–and a lot of the members cry. It’s really good and recommended. My favorite part is the first half where they go to their dorm and explore their rooms. Ryeowook has a Winnie the Pooh plushie on his bed!
Although I hate to see Super Junior leave for now, I hope they have a good rest and I wish them success in their upcoming tour of Asia, Super Show 2. ^^ Their 3rd album was really, very successful. They dominated Korea for the first half of 2009 and had the most sales, passing 200,000! And they won 12 awards! :] Though I wish they were able to win one more so it’d be 13, I think 12 is kind of fitting because only 12 of the 13 members actually performed.
Congratulations, guys~ You worked hard~ ♥
Now I’ll be waiting for Super Junior-M’s[and Henry's] return!
CANTONESE SONGS, PLEASEEEEE!
;______; I already cried multiple times today[long stories] but OMG NOOOO. T.T This is Super Junior’s Music Core “Goodbye” Stage… That means this is their last performance of their 3rd album, Sorry Sorry, on the music program Music Core…
TT_____TT I can’t believe 3rd album promotions are ending ALREADY! It doesn’t feel like 3 months! And I REALLYYY LOOOVEEEEE “It’s You” and there’s no way they performed that song enough ;___; They just made their comeback and they’re going already? HOW CAN THIS BEEEEE?!
But then, they reaaaaaaaaaaally deserve rest, but but but but but….
-sniffle- Anyway.. Since this is their goodbye stage, they did a medley of “It’s You” and “Sorry Sorry” which was cool. Basically they did shortened versions of both songs.
I was a bit disappointed’ish by the “It’s You” one ’cause even though I like the new formation thing, I just feel Yesung’s high note ad libs just aren’t as impactful when they’re not at the end of the song. And poor Yesung; his vocals seemed kinda off. =/ But it’s okay. After a gajillion PERFECT, AMAZING performances, I suppose one off one is perfectly fine. It also kinda seemed like they were having technical difficulties, ’cause Yesung had to fidget with his earpiece during the bridge.
They look really good though. :] Really sharp. I love Ryeowook’s glasses. xD And I love how Eunhyuk changed the dance for his solo dance in “Sorry Sorry”.
But what REALLY got me is when, at the end, they rolled out this huge banner that says
“We love you. Thank you. We’ll remember this.“
;______; Ugyuuuuu~ Touching~~~~
On another note, tomorrow is Ryeowook’s birthday!<3
<–Oh, he loves rollercoasters. xD;;
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